i am sitting at my bedroom floor in the most messy room with no indication of air
but i am alive
there's white roller blinds, covering big parts of the window, except for small gaps on each side. blue light. a glass of pencils with black, dried painting on the tip. i will read then i will paint then i will shower and then i'll go out in the snow.
screencap twin peaks by me
scince its december today and i want to spend this cold month as some kind of good theraphy for myself, i will write a wishlist for the 24th
- i want to travel
- i want black cigarettes
- i want lolita
- i want plants. i will have them on my desk next to my typewriter. i never use my desk to something clever anyways.
- i want shoes and a black coat
- i want a new room
- i want to learn how to make electronica
- i want paper magazines
- i want the dream-interpreting app for iphone
- i want a cheap camera because i just bought two rolls of bw film for 20kr