how to: express my mood
to express myself through visualism and sounds, makes me feel better.
i don't mean good, but better.
paint my faces.
this music this music(click) and this music(click) plus the pictures together. oh i dont like this. i like it, but not to be like this.
i googled insomnia and delirium
feel hopeless and scared
and here comes the days when i just want to cancel all appointments and sit isnide myself in that messy, darg fog.